Sunday, September 12, 2004
yesterdae night i could not sleep.. keep on think of something.. so decided to ask xr wan to tok on phone not.. she nv call me or reply me so i assume she sleep liao... my crapping partner not availble.. so i jus lie in bed.. alot of things goes thru my mind..
i thought abt it.. for the past three yrs.. wad i gain ?? i know wad is feels like when u truly loves a person.. and also how it feels like when i am realli heartbroken.. no one can heal it.. definetly.. always thought she is the one... for 2 yrs.. i always thought that.. now i also belive so.. but that believe is still going strong.. maybe something really needs to happen.. but that believe somehow someday will juz fade off.. sometimes i can't help will think of her.. even when at kp hse yesterdae... wondering how mi and her can get to this state todae.. this is how life could be.. regretted not cherishing her.. onli thing i can do now is to wait and give up if it realli needs to be.. but somehow.. she will always have a piece of my heart.. a piece of my heart will belongs to her.... dun luff u people.. she is tt important to me.. |