Friday, April 30, 2004
so tired.. 4am then sleep... so many things happen to me lately... feel like going to die better.. but i wun... still have alot of things to do.. dream of her again.. the same thing.. walking on the beach.. hand in hand.. like 4 to 5 times le... haiz.. will it happen ?? dunno.. hope so ba.. later playing soccer.. great.. being invited to join trombone choir (seems to be the onli good thing).. no mood to do anything.. my mind is still on yesterdae.. she tell me not to think so much... how not to think so much when she tell me those kind of thing.. true or not true.. i dunno.. *just have a feeling that she is bluffing me* hope that she is jus testing me.. as my good friends had said... |